On My Way

Friday was the hardest day i have ever got!

The fire alarm in my apartment building was turned on at about 3 at night. People were forced to get up and run out of the building and stay outside until the fire department checked out the buidling. I was so scared and tired, and we couldnt go back home until around 4.

Then later at day I got a call from the hospital that my father had been sent to the Rockie View Hospital by ambulance because he fainted at work. I rushed to hospital straight on the cab and I thought I was totally helpless. My father's co-worker came together with him and she told me what happned to him. When I saw my father laying on the bed in the emergecy room, I cried. He looked pale and his eyes were closed. I was so scared because I had never seen him like this before. I cried until my father felt I was touching his face. He barely opened his eyes and asked for water, then he fell asleep again. We waited to see the doctors for about 3 hours until I called my mother. Then as soon as my father was sent to the doctors I didnt leave the room at all because I had to translate what the doctor said into chinese for him. They did analyzes on him and made sure he was alright to go home for rest. We came back home at about 12 at night when I realized I didnt eat anything since last night. I was extremelt exhasted but thanks God my father looked better.

Next week I have to go to see Dr. Liang again for more check ups because we wanna make sure that my father is doing alright. Today he looked better somehow but he still feel dizzy and causious. So hopefully we can find out where the problem is by the end of the week...

About SAW III

Today after school, Mark, Allen, Megan and I went home together. While we were on the C-Train we talked about our future and the courses we are going to take since this winter. Then we switched our topic to Hannibal Lecter, the crazy intelligent criminal that I have been reading for my next book report, and the movie SAW III. Both of me and Mark agreed that the movie itself is not scary at all. Megan was not pleased to listen to our conversation. Mark said that SAW movies teach people how to treasure their lives. Oh, well, it is such a bloody aggressive lecture!

The criminal(I dont know how to spell his name) is just as smart as MY Hannibal, loves to play psycho games. He fools his preys with their life threatened. He gave them choices, to take his mandatory "spiritual classes" or die. Perhaps some people might think it is cruel and unfair to get involved in others business. However I believe that those who dont know how to live thier lives, and not to affend other people should not live anymore. They dont have plans for their future, they dont know how to forgive, they are lazy and take advantages of others. These people's existence should be considered as WASTE. Therefore I think it is just a good thing to clean up garbages from this planet.

People suffer but they never give up struggling. And people must know that forgiving is wonderful. Hate can destroy you and your hate can harm people you love.

A Video Makes You to Think about Something

We all live on the same spot:Earth. Perhaps we dont know each other but we are a big family of humanity.perhaps we are lucky that we are far away from wars and diseases.However there are thousands of us who are not living with a good condition. Disability--there is nothing our modern technology can really change for those who are suffering in perminant disability.some of them are having mental problems, some of them are having difficulty to manage themselves.There is nothing wrong with them, they are just living differently.And what do they need is LOVE.

Part of our society has forgot about them--our unlucky brothers and sisters. It has let them away in a dark cornern under the roof. Even though they act somehow different then others, but as humanbeings, they are seeking for more love and care. I have once got a chance to work with mental disabled people in China. The household of their accommendation is as same as the video discribs:llifeless,funless. Not many of their family members visited the patients regularly. They looked pale and helpless. I spent about four hours associating with the mental disabled patients. There was a woman in her thirties. She grabbed my arm and cried:"Why did they(her family members) left me here?Where is my daughter?Dont they love me anymore?" I couldnt hold my tears because she looked at me with her eyes of sorrows...

Think of it my friends. They need our help and attention even though they have confidencial problems but once we are all humans, we should help and take care of each other.

Love and Peace,

I HTATE being SICK!!!!

everytime the weather changes i got sick!

almost EVERY single year i must talk to my doctor!but, well, its fine, our doctor is good.
he is so used to have appointment with me that once he joked:hey, dude, i'm gonna arrange an appointment for u everytime the weather changes so u dont have to call before coming in!
Dr. Liang is funny, thats y i like him as our family doctor. he is very polite to my parents, and he tolerates their very little English. once i suggested him to speak Mandarin, but it was such a bad idea...-_____-///his poor Mandarin is a mixture of some weird Chinese that includes English and Cantonese phrases.

anyways, back to my stupid sickness. now after loosing about 20 lb. my body condition certainly became weaker.I loved being chubby

Goin Back

My parents have left to China this moring for my sister's wedding. She is going to marry a Japanese guy that i don't even know his name. I have never met him yet but i have heard a lot about him. He was used to live in the US until he had graduated his university. I have heard that he is a good-lookin guy but i dont see anything nice of him at all. I am not a racist and i am not trying to make a fuss of what my cousin has chosen. I know she is probably so in loved with him that she has blinded her eyes. She could marry someone better! as her cousin sister I KNOW she worth someone better, someone that really deserve her hands...But what can i say guys?I could only wish her good luck, nothing else.

Anyways. At least my parents got a chance and a good excuse to go for their vocation. I am very pleased to know that they are finally going back to visit our relatives. Another cousin of mine Katie, who has just got admitted by a nice university, has been waiting for me; however, i am not able to go with my parents this time. She was really upset cuz of my absence. I wrote a letter explaining how bust i am in Canada, and i also gave her my best wishes.

I just hope i can meet all of my cousins as soon as possible. I miss them all and all the old time that we were used to be together...

nice party~

We really did had a good time at Jiawei's house
First of all,both Jiawei and i cooked, and Lisbeth helped me, and Felipe mixed the drinks for us
Then we teached Lisbeth how to use the silly chinese "sticks" to pick up food
After that Lisbeth and Felipe taught us how to dance salsa and samba~~
OMG that was very very very hard for the chinese population(me&Jiawei)
so we could just standing there and looking the another hot couple dancing as smoosh as fish swining in the water
anyways
again.we had good time and this is wonderful to spend time with friends.no fight, no angers, just peace and love ^_^
Guys, dont forget to get ur homework done anyways:))))we have 2 outlines,1 speaking journal, reading and 1 presentaion.so hopefully we can get everything prepared by next week^_^

Those Unforgetable Moments

"Do you still love me?"
"...Robet doesnt have feelings"
"Can you go with me?"
A drop of tear came down:"I can only feel with warmth of your hug.But i cant go..."

"Since our first night,i never brought any men back..."
"and?..."he asks
"so please,dont take any women to your place, ok?"
"ha..you gonna loose your job"
She threw the money on the bed:"before i was your hore.but this time, delight ME!"

"if i got one more ticket, would you go with me?"
"i dont know..."she hesitated
he hugged her:"then...good bye..."

wut a day...

My dad got in a car accident today when he was trying to park his car...his little cute honda accord crashed another woman's huge honda mini van...poor little honda accord.my dad doesnt really speak english(he skipped his english classes-___-///) so he called me so deal with her...oh man...the caucasian lady was really hard on us:( i apologized for my dad and tried to be polite and cute, hoped she would at least give us a chance without calling the insurance company so my dad wont have to pay for a double monthly fee for insurance.the crash was on the right hand side on the lowst bottom of the van and its as tiny as a humans nail.(honestly i can barely c that little crash...)anyways.she was really demanding and cursed all the time.she blamed me for coming late.come on!i dont drive and i was on my way to school!i tried to get a cab but the line was busy...
anyways.when i tried to approach to her she looked at me for a while and asked:"now U speak english right?"im like,yeah i speak english and i was on the way to school.she's like,ohh,really?but we have to get everything done b4 u leave today.i asked,lets do it afterwards.we r not running away.heres my phone lets deal it later on today.and then....she started yelling at me.shes like"fix MY CAR RIGHT now!"

we called insurance company,they put me online for like almost an hour and nobody answered...and then we went to fix that little crash.first we went to a place to fix cars which was owned by my dad's friend.as soon as she saw the place with all chinese she yelled again.shes like r u trying to cheat or wut?like honestly my dad and i just thought its better to fix it in a firends place.but she refused tofix the car there and we went to another side of the town to the place she wanted to go.but the shop was closed due to stuff vacation...so we started searching a car fix shop everywhere...my dad and i were like slaves listeing to her order...

and in the end we fixed it but she took my phone num and said she'll call me if theres anything else wrong(however theres just 1 little crash..just 1...)i feel so upset now...seriously if ive done ANYTHING bad to her personaly?y she yelled at me like a demon...i ve got enough discrimination since i was 12,and i thought its gonna be better as i grow up...but the older i become the harsher curses i hear...

i have nowhere to hire....

LIVE!Justin's show!

LOL, guys!

If anybody still remember the movie "Truman's Show"?--the little poor guy lived his life under thousands of cameras.--kinda fun eh? but unfortunately Truman was forced cuz he had no chiose at all. and i believe some of u guys cried ur treasure tears when u c that guy struggling for his life in the artifacial storm. but!there is a BIG BUT! now we have "JUSTIN'S SHOW" online!(dang~~~dang~~~`show time~~~)^_^

theres something about Justin and his group. i saw the news about 'em today and i just visited their "two bed room apartment"


honestly i think those guys r kinda crazy.yet they r brave.i'd never carry a camaera on my head for like 24 hours a day to share all personal details of my life!oh come on man!thats creppy!-__-

anyways.the show has been on for 55 days(great success!) and itsx still keep running.now this guy is drving a car.and im wondering,god!wut a camera eh?

well well.this justin guy broadcasting his PERSONAL LIFE online with NON STOP!our Big Boss Justin gave his answer to "for wut reason u decided doing this"--he said"I think its kind afun to give ppl point of view of some1 else's life.its really exciting...."--hey come on!anybody wanna c him changing his underwear through inet???it'd be the worse thing ever happened online!--in fact i believe...he'd never get those things done in front of camera.and at least we have to give him some respect

so hey dude!if u wanna watch wut's tha monkeys doing!check it out!but PLEASE!shut ur window if u saw sth u dont really wanna c!:)))

WWW.JUSTIN.TV

Have fun!